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[ 22 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-22T09:17:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHAHAHA~
Changed blog again!
http://5123navi.blogspot.com

this time this skin is more ... nice baa mayb hahahahs

sorry guys! dont link me if you dont want to.
i know is troublesome. X)
jus press the link above lohs.
okay?
ya see ya guys. XD

[ 21 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-21T10:50:00.000+08:00

Later got yan xi ban..
sigh.
but.. ya.
its good thou..

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i owaes remembered him saying that
abt my smile and everything....
he is dear to me, but i feel, that's not love.
yea, thats not.
anyway, he is just really someone dear to me,
like a family member or something?
like i love my sis, or he is just a big brother to me?
hahas, but hes really cool.
i wont get shy around him or anything,
but, ya. like i owaes said,
love is not only among bgr,
its among my friends too. ya.

but Hes really gone now,
i really miss him thou. =(
totally no news from him,
how is he doing nowadays?
i think he has flown already.
i jus wish he will be okay now. XO
going for OP and everything.. its scary...
But he still dont trust others,
not even me. its obvious.
how can i rebuilt his trust in his protective heart? O.o
I know hes not bad. of cos not.
i believe everyone has a good side in each of their hearts.
i believe so.
but i believe him, i do.

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iLOVE mr.M!
iLOVE all the FT ppl!
iLOVE everyone! XD
FT.island

[ 20 NOV 07 ] PART III

2007-11-20T16:39:00.000+08:00

LeLing Zhou.
They busy at the stall.

All these pics stolen from jieqi's website.
AHAHAH~!

They all so busy,
jieqi there slack.
aiyo

OVER CROWDED! XD

My drawings =P
hahahas.

The sideboards.

They all eating. hahahs.
Stolen from jieqi's web.

me, yiyi, rian,
guiding the SAVH ppl.

(all taken from http://www.firejakc.blogspot.com/)

[ 20 NOV 07 ] PART II

2007-11-20T16:27:00.000+08:00

All i need is to know how you feel,
and then,
i will go definitely.
i jus want your answer.
Thats it.
I dont want to drag it down.
I am never your anything in anyway.
Friends? i m not even.
heh.
To you, friends is everything.
no point.

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ImNothing,
YouJusNeedFriends in your Life.
FT.island

[ 20 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-20T09:55:00.000+08:00

wa.. doing morning calls this morning
and GOING INTERVIEW LATER! XD

Crazy lahs.
ya its crazy!
my very 1st interview. omg.
actually nth much oso.
ya. hahahs.
hope can lohs.

Tml got yan xi ban.
ya. hahas.

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MisLOVE.
FT.island

[ 19 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-19T12:17:00.000+08:00

according to my sis ytd,
wow!
yusheng and jiesheng is GAY!!!
XD

crazy lahs,
they on the LRT.
OMG, should have seen it.
the yusheng like want to kiss jiesheng liddat,
then jiesheng say, " nonono, not me, is yusheng want to gay me de."
lols lahs,
krazy men.
so gay.

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YSandJS isGAY!
But M is LOVE.
FT.island

[ 18 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-18T19:47:00.000+08:00

tired out.
helping the SAVH? yea i think so.
a visually handicapped ppl.
they came and massge for the oldies.

yea, guided them to toliet,
and it was nice to help them out oso.

den the leling zhou oso ya, running here and there.
den hahahs, so nice, tgt lohs! AHAHAHAH~
XDXDXD

den went home with them,
and i owaes liked to go home with them.
but yea, no more.

hahahs, before that,
me, kaixin, wen, yi, rian, jiaqing, wenhao,
when home then luckliy we enough umbrella,
so its safe!
and it was raining like mad outside.
we wonder how could they do, without umbrellas?
those bunch of boys. --"
yea, hahahs!
*clapped* thats wat i done when i saw three of them standing there.
hahahs.
then luckliy they oso enuff umbrella to get to the other side.
yea, den went home wit them lohs.

den some of them came our house oso,
to past time.
becos needa go da zhong ban later.
then they live too far. hahas.

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WheniLookAtYou,
IjusThinkThatYourSo
....Awww.. :)
FT.island

[ 17 NOV 07 ] PART II

2007-11-17T21:57:00.000+08:00

yay...

finally come back from
tian guo le.

wah..
jus now at there,
we do everything!
ahahhas. no qian daos there,
only we, two kun daos there,
carrying so many things!
three tables,
6 boxes of stuffs.
and run here run there,
and some boxes other de
qian dao help us take.
they so good, must thank them.
hahahahas. but hahahs,
girl power does it! XD
den other de ppl oso got help us.

hahahs. but its our fault that we din
call others that are free, hahahs.
because the commitee all cannot go,
den only me and jia yi..

heehee.. tired out! XD
but its nice, liao yuaning is nice oso,
HAHAHAH~

den go eat with yiyi, rong tat, rong sheng.
hahahs, den we talk "bads things" about rong tat
when we eating, hahaha..
den we go home that time i play
the gameboy den he let me lend it home! XD
crazy lahs. but the game kant be saved. O.o
hahahs, yea.

den tml 5am must wake up. hais...

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MisLOVE! XD
MiC

[ 17 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-17T11:38:00.000+08:00

Changed to new skin again..
muahahahaah~

i like this layout,
i think its quite nice.

heh.

today going tian guo whole day till
6pm.
then come back liao os0 7+ liddat.
yea, thats my day today. =)

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CHEERS M!
Dont think the negative side
of yourself okay?
LOVE YOURSELF! XD
Micky.

[ 16 NOV 07 ] PART II

2007-11-16T10:19:00.000+08:00

plain old days like today...

*sigh*

so many things left undone..
homeworks, ft stuffs, buying of books..

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sat going for the briefing
of leling zhou..

keep yawning the whole morning..
*yawnn~*
LOLS.

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hes back today. =)
had a chat wit him.

its good that hes back ya,
and hes gonna fly soon again,
things change really fast right?

hais, lotsa things happened.
stay happy and be the Mr.M just like in class,
saying all the crap stuffs. HAHAHA.
come to think abt it, your laughter is so loud
that the whole canteen could hear it you know?
incredible. --"

and thanks too. =)
SMILE! XD

hope you dont think i m obese or what yea?
HAHAHAHAH.

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100% SMILE.
MiC

[ 16 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-16T00:47:00.000+08:00

finally finished!
ah~
so tired out. hahhaa
finally finish le.
its 1am in the morning...
crazy, still haven sleep. haas.

HAHAHHAHA
jus now the FATAL FRAME so shiok and creepy...
wow..
hahahas. the ghosts, and dark rooms and everything..... HAAs.
but i was being coward that i changed to dynasty warriors... hhaahhs
but the twins are really sweet~

i guess he was really tired out oso,
thats why he din tok much jus now.
but when he talked about a topic he was interested in,
!!!!!
hahaahha. he really likes this topic
hahahs. he become somewhat
hyper when we discussed this topic
HAHAAHH~ den we chiong when we playing the basketball game.
suddenly so hyper.
haahahahah. den gotta go liaos. sian.

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den after that,
went for meeting,
heng got the jia hui...
hahahas. must really thank her!
we finalize alot of stuffs le.
ahhahas! but its fun thou.
aiya, i anything oso fun de lahs....
dots.

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WheniThinkOfYou,
iSMILED. =)
TakeCare LOADS!
to MR.M

[ 15 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-15T12:58:00.000+08:00

going yh hse today.

hahahah, his xbox
and PSP!
MUAHAHAHAHHA.

and then after that go meeting...
wahs.. suddenly become busy le.

searching for
jigoku shoujo OST.
wa.. all the songs are
really creepy.

hahahaha.

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played Audi with yun today.
hahahahs. so noob.
but at least got lvl up one lvl nia.
she is so cute in there! XD

lols.

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WhereistheLOVE.
Enma Ai

[ 14 NOV 07 ] PART II

2007-11-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

yea..

just now
had a chat with kaiyun..

yea..

everyone will change one day,
no matter when..
its still the same..

"after sec4 will lose contact liao..."
thats wat wenxin and kaiyun are worried about..

they lived so close,
so they no worries abt each other.
same case,
me and melissa live quite near.
so... ya.

but i think,
yea.

in life, theres always
分分合合。

sometimes is sad to be apart.
but we live in our hearts too.
thats wat "friends forever" meant.
they may not be forever there for us,
but those times together,
may always be remembered.

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LOVEisFamilyandFriends.
Not mainly the other half. =)

"want to try die this once?"
Enma Ai

[ 14 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-14T12:53:00.000+08:00

finally quieten down.
my hyper seasons are over...

back to being emo.

not say emo lahs.
jus dont feel like smiling..

mayb becos i m too addicted to that hell girl..
kena influenced by her.

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junk foods
games
sms
sleep
listening to music..

ah~ everything is so simple,
time going slowly,
for a simple student like me.
its holiday yea.
holidays are best fitted wit junk food.
hahas.
growing fatter already..

too lazy to go out.
stuck myself on the monitor screen
and inside my ps.

yea, right,
get a job?

yes, yes,
going interview soon...
with some of my fwens.

hope i really do get to do it...
at least i get some money
for the xmas party or sumthing..
money is running out REAL soon.

*sigh*

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Aizome..
地狱通信。

[ 13 NOV 07 ] PART II

2007-11-13T16:22:00.000+08:00

She died eventually...
din expect her to die.

but she carried so much burden,
after 400 years,
she did so much work,
life was given back to her,
but she still died painfully and instant!

shes justa child,
it was unfair of her to died in that way.
and shouldnt have died in the first place.

how others treat her oso,
its too much,
she din hate them,
her patience was there for so long,
after all,
she couldnt take it,
and she killed them all.
her hatred,
too deep.

so she became the jigoku shoujo.

this anime shows how this society has become,
selfishness,
money,
reputation,
hatred,
and everything...

she really is a poor thing.

hope theres third series of it. XD
kant wait.

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Enma Ai.
FT.island

[ 13 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-13T13:27:00.000+08:00

STUCK ON ANIMES TODAY! XD

kekkaishi
bleach
D.grayman
blood+
ginban kaleidescope
jigoku shoujo2

wa seh.
so long nvr watch le ah..

but still down to chores too.
hais.

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LOVE is always there. =)
FT.island

[ 12 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-12T09:38:00.000+08:00

ah~
Rotting at home today.

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HeisLOVE.
Ft.island

[ 11 NOV 07 ] PART II

2007-11-11T17:20:00.000+08:00

hahas,
jus now at yiyi's place.

hahas. quite fun but tired out.
woots~!
finally almost finishing it le.
jiaqing, xing jie, rian, me, jiayi,
all there. XD

doing the cutting, pasting and everything..
den used up quite alot of time
on planning on the sign board!
argghh...

hahahs. played the piano dere!
XDXD
rocks lah.

hahas. den tz very best de.
she pay for our lunch..XD
so rawks lahs. XXCB!
must repay her. ya.. but she dont want to take our money. ='(

ya.. den alot of problems abt the boards and everything, came out oso.
but manage to be solved hahas.
rian is soooo crazy there lohs. not like himself today.. LOLS.
and the jia qing oso...
aiyo, play the game untill quite siao siao.

lols. then i there not hyper le.
tired out.
LOLS.

from 10am to now eh!
ahahahs. now 5.30pm.
all the way 6hours!
hahahhas. but its nice lahs.

den after that went home wit xj and jq.
wa, xj wei nan jq,
from ft there keep wanting other ppl to take the bigbig plastic bag.
XD
LOLS. hahahas.
den end up jq take oso.
lols.

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later still needa go eat..
i wanna sleep! ZZzz...
LOLS. den my key left at yiyi's hse.
wah... hahahs! den i next sunday den see her oso.
LOLS. XD

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HeisLOVE.
FT.isLand

[ 11 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-11T08:35:00.000+08:00

bye sweets! =)
hes going off todae,
LOLS.
dont wanna let me know ANYTHING about his flight.
SELFISH! hahahahahs that wat he always scold me. XP
LOLS. kidding lahs.

all best yea?
gotta be sooooo missing you! XD
come back as soon as you get well alright? =)

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some problems came out with his girlfriend.
oh well... hahas. couples always have so much problems.
heng i m free now.. hahahahahas...
dont have to worry much about this type of things.

but hope they....... get thru? yea.. hhahahas.

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BonVoyage! (i know you're not for holiday.)
Sweets. =)
EeseungGi - White Lie

[ 10 NOV 07 ] PART III

2007-11-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

LOLS.
jus now qing zhu,
then kaixin AN PAI DAO CHANG!
XDXD

lols. laugh ppl laugh!
lols. okay leh, not bad not bad.
hahas. first time on stage can talk alot oso.
and get everybody to the mood~ yea you know?
hahahs.

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yay, not gonna rot at home tml,
going to yiyi's place and do work. ^^
LOLS.
and mayb going yh's place to stuck on the XBOX!
WOOTS~!
sooooooooo long nvr play le. XD
but he everyday gotta go school.. so .. ya.. gotta wait have time 1st..
woots~!
hope can finish the board tml lohs. hais~! XD

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HEisLove.
FT.island

[ 10 NOV 07 ] PART II

2007-11-10T16:11:00.000+08:00

Sian.. rot at home today.
hais.

Today got Musicbank woots~!
EEseungGi~!!!! XD

hahahahas.

later going qing zhu..
wa... sian....

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YouAreMySunShine~
MyonlySunshine~ XD
EEseungGi -
WhiteLie

[ 10 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-10T09:13:00.000+08:00

Where is M?
Totally no news from him, =(
CONTACTLESS! XO
where are you??
MISSSED!

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WhereIsTheLOVE.
Ft.Island

[ 9 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

Damn tired now.
still got things to do.
kant sleep.

Gone nutcase at Kbox just now
wif my beloved sis, *PUKE*
anyways, ya... XP
sing till 7pm.
tml sure no voice.

but its quite shuang lahs.
all the unhappiness all released there! XD

Nowadays, dunno wat happen.
jus felt like disturbing ppl.
i dun care liao le. XD

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TheM is dissappearing?!
MISSING YOU!
Ft.Island

[ 9 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-09T08:25:00.000+08:00

Rushing out later.

not much today oso.
hmmm. gonna rush for the
boards and stuffs lohs.

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main event today is to sing K lohs.
at suntec there.

WA~ heng got check on web ah..
if not later go parkway parade den dun hav then
!!!!
ARGH.

heng heng.. anyways,
yea.
nowadays did quite alot of experiment on photoshop.
all because of my Os...

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and its good that they had a talk,
and the misunderstand between ourselves,
and hope the distance is nearer between our gang!!~
those guys are really funny you know?
hahahs~!

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lols! let one more ppl noe le. diedie...
but its okay, since he is trustable.
LOLS.

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he Rocks lah!
FT.Island

[ 8 NOV 07 ] PART II

2007-11-08T21:09:00.000+08:00

-fringe getting longer
-eyesight getting @@
-Need new spects.
*shakehead*
getting older.
-Hp spoiled.

Going krazy tml.
Need to list down everything. Haas~~

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Lots of things came thru my mind todae.
But ya.
no conclusion was done. XD
My brain wants to rest.
And my heart just wanna have fun. =)

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I NEED A CAM!
FOR MY Os!
None of the cams in my hse worked..
the graphic all din look too well..
i need inspiration!
Lack of many many things.
Broke!

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HE IS LOVE.♥
{Timeless.. }
FT.isLand

[ 8 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-08T13:44:00.000+08:00

WOOTS~
Went for liao yuan at tian hui
FOR SHU SHI DA HUI~!
XD
Buzzing like bees~ in the hols..
Busy!!

Hmm.
went home at ard 12.50pm.
Feel really really tired for no reason.

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`Got boards to do for lelingzhou.
`got proposal to finish.
`got tons of holiday homeworks.

White hairs are growing fast! XD

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Jieqi ah jieqi >.<
Dont shout the Mr.Sunshine so loud lahs..
Aiyo... *blushes* XPXP
LATER HE HEAR AH!!!! XD
And my sissie oso,
Say me and *ahem*
so loud!
Later he hear ah.
then he misunderstand..

Aiya.. so complicated!

but its fun yea..
HAHAs~!
Jus seeing them there makes me feel
happy~! XP

i dont know why,
i feel like we are a "family".
i dont know how they see us as, or feel us as.
but its like when you din see them for so long,
and you see them, you will go "awwww~~" XD
And especially during the hols,
you will miss them so much lahs. XD
xinxin, fen, wenwen, yiyi, the two shengs,
xing jie, panda, yeow koon, lijun, liming, yushyang.

ya, hahahas. they will laugh at me. XD
but like a family leh. no meh?
*i know it sounds abit gay.. but.. ya.. -.-" *

they will think like "huh?
wat family? -.-"
kun daos and qian daos are not suppose to....."
you know? the fo guis and everything..

Thou i din came in for very long,
but ya...
i just love our gang! XD
Thou not much, but..
ya.. feel so safe and fun lohs.

mayb they dont think it this way,
they jus kant be bothered,
but okay lohs, wateva. lols.

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TianHui is my second home.
Love TianHui. ^^
Ft.Island

[ .Her Words. ]

2007-11-08T13:29:00.000+08:00

1) Sometimes i look cold just so you would hold me.

2) All she need is someone that will love her endlessly.

3) A good friend will come bail you out of jail.
A True friend will be sitting next to you
and say "Damn, we F**ked up..."

4) The way i feel about you is something i cant explain,
The way i react when i hear your name.

5) If he/she caught you staring,
then at least you know he/she was looking back~

6) I rather argue with you than kiss someone else.

7) She's the type of Girl who will try not to like you,
but she just ends up falling even harder..

8) We often ignore those who want us,
and crave for those who won't.

9) I'm so scared that i'll want to love you forever
andyou'll only want me for a few moments in your life.

10) She might say that she hates him, but inside,
she would die without him.

11) Smiles and makeups covers up so much these days.

12) If you dont like me, theres nothing i can do.
i dont live to please you.

13) I spend too much time thinking about things
that will never happen,
and dressing up for the guy that never cares.

14) Sometimes all she wants to do is to run away.

15) Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about.

16) Somethings you cant see with your eyes, but with your heart.

17) All she wants to hear is that you miss her when shes not around.

18)Why can't i be that girl,
the one you talk to your friends about,
the one that puts a gorgeous smile on your face,
The one that you want to be with,
The one that you would point your finger and say, "Thats her."

19)All I want to do is to talk to you..but,
everytime i open my mouths,words never come out.

20) Its hard to have no one to hold on when you feel alone.

21) The greatest challenge in life,
is to find someone who knows all yourflaws,
differences,
and mistakes,
and yet still sees the best in you.

22) its every girls dream to have a guy call her at 3am just to say i love you.

23) I talked louder and laughed harder just to get you look my way.

24)And when it comes down to it,
he's all i ever think about,
and all i dream about.
Everytime we talk, i have the perfect smile on my face.
but it doesnt really matter now,cause i know it will never happen.

25) Good girls are bad girls that dont get caught.

[ 7 NOV 07 ] PART III

2007-11-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

Jus now went for liao yuan for the le ling zhou.

SOOO happy lah...

HAHAHs.. X)

Feel so happy lohs~

Going to tian hui at night~

So happy~
Happy yiyi~
Happy colors~
Happy art~
Happily talking~ ^^

hahas.

then more ppl starts to come come come.

That bunch of guys! Quite surprised and happy!~

HAHAs. din expect them to come.

but ya... came for su shi da hui de preparation.

happy happy~ ^^

Everyone is there.
Feel so happy lohs~ ^^

HAHAs. nice day today~!

hahahss...

but asked them to drink tang shui,

hahas. as usual, haha, they din bother abt it.

Oh well, hahas,

its a nice day anyway, ^^

Went home,

din go drink tang shui with them.

so tired~ but happy~

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with FT.
I DontNEed SAKE.
XP

[ 7 NOV 07 ] PART II

2007-11-07T14:03:00.000+08:00

!Techniques for art course work!

[Repetition]

-Duplicate/differentcolors/differentsizes.

[Rotation]

-left right up down.
-upside down, vertical, horizontal
-Round

[Changing Sizes]
-big small LARGE HUGE! tiny..

[Fragementing]

[Overlapping]
-Lapping here and there.

[Combine]

-mixed all tgt!

[Subtract]

[Superimpose]

[Substitute]

[Crop]
-cut here and there.

[Distort]
-distort the face!!!! XD

[Symbolise]

[Fantasize]

-blurred etc.

[Perspective]

-Diff. views/ diff. angles

[ 7 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-07T13:43:00.000+08:00

`Sitting down,
Listening to conspiracy,
eating lunch alone at long john.
Drinking Milo..
(i called icelemonTea Din know why she gave me milo.)

`anyways, yea,
its nice jus to sit alone and have lunch.
`Ummm~
`listening to conspiracy makes me happy. X)

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today melissa in lesson sleep again.
then oso kena influence...

LOLS!

But i laff non-stop ah!

LOLS!

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ytd bought a white board.

*drills*
two holes drilled at my rm.

yea, there the whiteboard goes! X)
wow, getting happier! XD
hahahs. i owaes wanted that!
thou thats not the size i wanted.
but its expensive enuff le. heh.

[ 6 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-06T20:01:00.000+08:00

`SING TILL I DROP!

Gonna sing K with my family.
Lose myself there!

woots~ iLovinIT!

going page one at vivo,
with sissie,
read till i drop there.

LOLS!!

watch movie with them.

LOSE MYSELF!
muahahhahha~

DRINK TILL I DROP! XP
AND GET DRUNK! XP

But, overall...

.........

ineed SAKE~~~~!

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An Ant KEep crawling on the laptop... -.-
Oops. She gona Scream at me. XD

SAKE.ADDICT

[ 4 NOV 07 ] PART III

2007-11-04T16:52:00.000+08:00

（PartTwo）

我很后悔，
我的自私让你变成这样。

现在你要走了，
我也不用多说。

你说：“你喜欢别人不用紧，
我的时间不多，我不想浪费你的时间，
你的人生比我长。”

我觉的你已经开始在避开我了。
我知道你避开我，是要我走，
是要我忘了你，
不想让我伤心。

你放心的去吧，

就让你以为我真的不在乎，

就让你以为我真的忘了你吧。。
我真的不在乎这么多。

我真的真的，想留在你身旁照顾你。

可是，我想诰诉你，
我不会忘了你。=）

我和你走过的路，

我和你做过的事，

你对我的唱的歌，

你说我傻，

你的愤怒，

你画过的画，

你的笑容，

你的埋怨，

你的一切，一切，

都不是梦，

这些小小的回忆，

都是你在我身边的证明。

我永远都不回忘记。

{你就像是我的大哥。}

我会如你所愿的，找到我的幸福。

因为我深信，我们有缘，一定会在相见。 =）

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当你走了，我会面带微笑的说再见。

我只希望你能活着回来。
你不回来不用紧，我只希望你能好好活着，

幸幸福福的过日子。

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我真的很想告诉你，我的这些话。
可惜你看不懂华语。
我是故意的。=P
白痴！=P

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你是我人生里，最忘不了的人。
你是我永远的好大哥，
你是个好男人。=）
《棼》

[ 4 NOV 07 ] PART II

2007-11-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

当你说你要走了。
我很伤心。

我只能在家哭泣。
因为我不能送你机。
我什么忙都帮不上。

对不起。。
我这么没用。

我知道你不怪我。
你只怪我为什么说那句话。

对你而言，我只是在骗你。
可是我没骗你，是真的。

我认为你说的话都是花言桥语。
其实，你并没有。
是我自己没信心。
对你产生了怀疑。

所以我避开了你。

因为我不想爱上你，
可是，我无法自拔。

对不起，我的确对你有感觉。
可是我不肯定。

可是，我们喜欢的定义都不一样。
产生了误会。

对不起，我一点都不了解你。
我不顾你的感受，
就这样的不理你。

我想让你和你的爱人
能幸福，美满的忘了我这个多余的人。
因为你有时间限制，
我不想你浪费你的时间在我的身上。

可是每当你和我说话，
我都心软的，不想不理你。
每当我避开你，你都和我说话。
我都很高兴。
我都会情不自禁的，
回你话，不忍心不理你。
对不起，我删除了你的号码，你的MSN email，
可是当你说你想我，我就不知所措的微笑着。
我就想：“为何要避开你呢？”

[ 4 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-04T15:31:00.000+08:00

`jus now go jie ji..
`haha.
`wait untill like siao.

`haha. jus now go drink float!
`XD
`about so many years nvr drink le.
`root beer and vanilla~ yum~! ^^
`haha. ytd drank red wine den sleep heng nvr headache HAHA~

`din sleep much ytd...
`ARGH.

`todae went to qing shao..
`hais, sian.
`shao xiang that time....
`prayed really hard.

`tml got bridging. pi gu dong ah...

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`still got role play during xmas.
`no mood ah, but have got to do it for her.
`hope the outcome is ... good? ya.. good.
`>.< still really sad over it...... XO

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I.WANT.SA~KE!
SAKE.ADDICT.

[ 3 NOV 07 ] PART IV

2007-11-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

`借酒肖愁。。

`really need ten bottles of sa~ke right now.
`feel so damn shit now.
`of cos alcohol wun solve the problem.
`but still,
`for personal satisfication nia.
`Cry till very lei le.
`tml no mood go jie ji and go qing shao..
`but still must go there..
`*sigh*

`haha. thinking of sa~ke, i feel much betta..
`jus thinking of drinking the sa~ke..ahh~
`lols. haha!
`that time almost got drunk.. LOLS.
`like so addicted lah, keep drinking and drinking..

`hahahahs~~~
`my red wine is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!
`MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHH~
`dunno will drunk anot. hahah. i tink will vomit ah. haha.

[ 3 NOV 07 ] PART III

2007-11-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

wat izzit now?
i kant do anything but cry now.
i m so sorry.
i could never do anything to help.
i am nvr useful.
wth now.
sorry for crying but not doing anything.

you are flying..
i kant do anything,
i couldnt go there.
THERES NOTHING I COULD DO.
i could only just wish for you to be back for christmas.

i couldnt hold back my tears.
it just dripped.

nothing seems worth now.
nothing...
i dont even feel like going for qing shao tml.

how could i ever get over this piece of regret???
i truly hate myself for everything.

i m nothing but a piece of shit.
stupid.
arshole.
anything you named it.

and you are not blaming me?
i feel even more guilty!
or mayb i deserve to be guilty.
i truly sucked yea?
i never should have deserved 'love' or watever.

now wat?
heh. blaming myself now? and crying over spilled milk?
heh. i am really worthless.
nothing is right.
NOTHING!

The tears are not listening to me!
it jus dripped and dripped.

watever is said, kant be taken back. so i m not explaining anything.

i m at fault, its all my problem. so wats there to say.
yeayea.
how i wish i was not born.
so NObODY could get hurt by me.

i am just trying to be selfish am i?
i am jus so useless worthless helpless anything you name it.

i wish i could die before you so i wouldnt live without you.
but of cos, you are nvr dying.

A.PIECE.OF.SHIT.

[ 3 NOV 07 ] PART II

2007-11-03T19:10:00.000+08:00

`Yay!
Tml gonna jie ji at airport again.
`XD
`muahahahahahhahaha~
`i like airport! lols! haha. dunno why leh.
`like one year go only a few times.
`lols. can stay inside the mrt for like around 40mins plus??
`think so lah.

`after qing shao must rush there!!!~~
`hope can reach there early enuff.
`then BETTER DONT RAIN.

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`todae's music bank is the best!
`Sweetie SeungGi is there + FT.Island special stage.
`wheesung, eru special stage.
`arshole lah... SEUNGGI SO ROCK! Woots~ love his hairstyle.

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`din feel so good todae..
`sit alone in bus..
`keep thinking and thinking..
`once i rmb that he is gonna die soon,
i dunno wat to do..
`of cos i dun wish him to die lah.
`he is someone i know after all. --"
`"ppl owaes learn how to cherish after losing something"
`ya...
`wat the hell lah. SO DAMN CONTRADICTING! >.<
`i dunno wat i am doing.
`all thanks to that stupid dream i had this morning!
`(~.~) wo de xin dong yao le.
`okayokay. stop thinking already.
`*bangs head on the wall* XO

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IWANTSA~~KE!
SAKE.ADDICT.

[ 3 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-03T10:50:00.000+08:00

He went to school
he saw me
Avoided him.
Pretend didnt see him

After a while
he comes to me
whispered to me..
sat there i was..
wanna push him away
but i didnt..

he whispered to me
on the left ear
the temperature was there..

then he walks away..

`I woke up.
`everything is just a dream...
`Woke up feeling really down..
`How come theres a warm-ness when hes next to me?
`impossible..

[ 2 NOV 07 ] PART III

2007-11-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

KANT FIND THE SAKE I WANT! T^T

i want it!
i need it!
i must have it!
I will die without it!
XD

but she say only can get it at takashimaya nia.
XO must go untill go far to buy the sake.... >.<

Just now went tiong..
so tiring lah.
walk here walk there.
*sigh* then go ntuc oso dont have my sake!
NTUC dont have... cold storage worst ah..
*hais.. shakehead*

SAKE.ADDICT.

[ 2 NOV 07 ] PART II

2007-11-02T15:47:00.000+08:00

`Todae straight away after school go to airport. XD
`To send off my SISSIE and the legendary TINY RED MAN! XD

`MUAHAHAHAHAHHHA~
`gonna miss them sooooooooo much lahs. T^T

`then when they go off, the sky was really really dark like hell.
`den after i reached the mrt, got thunder and lightning all that..
`So damn worried lah.. >.<
`LMCB!~
`NOTHING WILL HAPPEN! >.<

`i am starting to miss them already hahas! =P
`Going to "jie ji" when they come back. HEHE.
`den hope i can reach there fast lo.
`they coming back on sunday, ard 2pm plus.
`XD
`because got qing shao in the morning..
`hope can reach there early enough.
`plan to go off at12pm.

`Den just now at airport there quite fun. ^^
`go eat with sissie and li min.
`they all so damn crazy. XD
`kant stand them lo.
`*sigh*
`lols!
`then i down there laughing like siao.
`then saw the tiny red man. hahas.
`waved at him alot alot of times.
`see him wave, go off liao oso wave.
`hahas.

`hope they come back safely!
`XO

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`Tml got music bank!
`MUAHAHAHAAHHAHA~
`favourite day of the week.

`Later gonna go over to eat with my jia po and my mum.
`At tiong there..
`dunno want to eat mah...
`i very tired. T^T
`i miss sake! i want sake! i love sake! ADDICTED TO SAKE! XD

SAKE.ADDICT.

[ 2 NOV 07 ]

2007-11-02T15:32:00.000+08:00

`XD
`Ytd night went to celebrate mum's birthday! XD

`SO sweet lah...
`hahas. XD
`ytd daddi paiseh very cute! XD

`YAY! LOVEEEEEEEEEE SAKE!!! Lurves it loads and loads!
`XD
`hahas. drink untill i abit drunk ytd.
`drink three mini cup of sake.
`damn nice!
`den keep laughing and laughing.
`they even say i drunk le. then i reply. "i m not drunk! " LOLS.
`then the bill is like OMG! O.o
`about $100!
`its $98.40
`haha. but it was fun lah ytd.
`the SAKE is the best!!! XD
` i keep drinking and drinking.
and when i realise, " eh? why dont have liao! i still want!"
then my father stunned,
"HUH?! you still want to drink? You dont need go school tml?"
`lols. then i share half half with my father.
`the sake Really really rocks to the core! XD
`i want sake!
`shit.. addicted to sake le.. hahas. XD

SAKE.ADDICT.

[1st NOV 07] PART II

2007-11-01T14:51:00.000+08:00

now i realise i kant be greedy!
i must stayyyyyyy by one..
and that is...

MJ!!! ARGGGHHHH...
Must continue...
Canoot let my heart fly.
Whatever it takes,
i must donttttt give up!!!
LOLS. this is a big challenge for me!~
LOLS. XD

crazy me.. lols.
JIAYOU! lols. the Mr.Sunshine~ LOLS.

now learnt my mistakes le..
kant be repeated!

MUST CHANGE! MUST CHANGE! >.<

{when yiyi see this, she is gonna laugh at me again.. XD}

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but he online kant tok to him,
if tok, oso dunno tok about wat..
only one week see him once..
now holidays even worst.
NEVER EVEN SEE HIM!!!
ARGGGHHH.

hais. must bear with it.
just jiayou. dont give up so easily..
if not will regret de..

hais. say untill like he want me liddat..
LOLS. mayb its all a dream lo.
but now i haven wake up yet lah.
LOLS! XD

WaitForMJ.
YouAreMyStar. *

[1st NOV 07]

2007-11-01T13:57:00.000+08:00

`YaY! todae celebrating mumi's bdae!
`haha. its actualli tml.
`but sis gonna fly tomorrow.
`so.. have got to celebrate todae. =)
`hope she likes it hehe.

`haha. she was hinting me ytd.
` " my da ri zi you not at home.. Jiejie oso fly liao.. hais.. i alone at home.."
`LOLS! wa.. i laugh like crazy.
`then i tell her " i kant comment on anything, i only can laugh."
`then her face is like awww~~~
`soooooooo sad lah..
`O.o
`but she will know it when she opens the fridge of cos.

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`hmm. i suddenly tot of how to dissappear from ppl i know haha!
`i next year after my O-lvls,
i would be changing my phone,
so,
i could change number!
YES~!
`den like not seeing anyone anymore le mah.
`going poly after Os.
`so.. ya..
`hahaha!

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`Underconstruction

2007-10-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

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